It's hard to believe but the THINK TANK at Mass General is still scratching its head about some of my test results as I am! I did not have an abnormal EMG or NCTs after four years of recorded such abnormal tests. I do have decreased sweating indicating the small fiber neuropathy. The tilt table test has them. It wasn't normal, but it wasn't what they expected. I didn't even last standing for a minute. They are also referring me to a movement disorder doctor. I have an appt. mid-Dec.
They will continue to meet, there are three of them, during the week and hopefully by the end of the week I will have some more info. It is so frustrating. I will learn, I will learn, I must learn to live day by day and enjoy that day to the fullest and forget about whatever else does not need my attention. I was so sure I would have answer this time, I just put my hope in the wrong place. Whatever is wrong with this body looks like it's going to stay that way or progress on so I better make friends and stop being frustrated. I had a happy productive day until I heard the news or lack of news. Okay, so now I have to work at keeping my head focused on what is important - for me it's "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God." Had I done it all along I wouldn't be in this emotional mess.
We rejoice in our sufferings. Suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us. God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit. Adapted Romans 5:3-4FeatherMe


